OK, yeah I know it has been a YEAR since I've made a journal. A lot of shit has happened in the past year and some change. I got news (good, bad, have ever you wanna see it.) I've been able to stay away from being grounded (happy happy joy joy) and a new chapter of my life has started! I don't know if it is a good chapter or a bad one.
I have a friend that has a scanner that had offered to let me use it but right now it is broken (I think) and I can't use my dad's (which sucks.) But this give me time to draw more which is good for you! I've improved a lot in drawing and inking, all I need to do now is improve in coloring (which would be easy if I had stuff to color with.) I've started a lot of stuff that I need to start drawing and I also have 4,864 deviations to look at so motivation! So I'm a bit happy with that.
But like my title says I don't know if I'm gonna return to D.A. If I do then all the stuff I said up there is a go but if not then yeah. I need a reason to return to D.A, and not just the "omg your friends" reason. I seem to be leaving the old me for this new person that I'm not sure I even like or know. I need to look inside myself.
Anyway getting away from all that...I did miss D.A while I away. I checked up on it everyday (and watched as my deviations grew.) I've been talking to Gutters this whole time, she has been keeping me updated on stuff and has been buring my ear off (thanks for putting up with me!) I've pretty much been drowning myself in books all summer and also trying to find a job so I can have money. It isn't going so well.
Anyway I just wanted to know that I didn't shoot my brains out (yet.) I'm alive and dying anyway so whatever. I'll ponder over the next few weeks on to return or not (it also depends if I get a scanner, cause I refuse to put up anymore Ms paint crap.) So wish me luck and what not, your commetns do matter to me. I bid you all a good day!

*~Life Savers~*
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*Knowing me inside and out*
~I'm most of the time bored
~I say wtf alot
~I have so many charaters that I forget about some
~I'm really lazy sometimes
~I forget things very easliy
~I love to doodle
~I do have a boyfriend and I love him dearly.
~I am a bookworm.